Not so much fun

Another boring day without work. Gosh, I never realized how much my life revolved around work. All I do at home is sit and wait. Although I'm not quite sure what it is that I'm waiting for.

I went back to the doctor this morning. I got my MRI results and they switched my pain meds to demerol. I have to go see a pain specialist for possible injections or an epidural. Yuck. Hopefully it will magically get better before I have to do any of that. My appointment there is on the 28th.

I'm upset that I'm not working on Turkey day. I was really depending on that time and a half to pay my bills. Oh well. I guess I will just have to figure something else out. My Aflac should kick in this week.

Once again, I have no stories. I haven't even been carrying my fire department pager around with me because I get too depressed when the tones drop and I know I can't go on the call. Or any call for that matter. Today I should be on shift with the ambulance company. But no. I'm just sitting on my bed staring at the wall.